To Hell and Back in 2 Weeks...

I have lately been very inactive in the Blogsphere because of several unforseen and unwanted events happening that have totally turned my world upside down...

First some shocking discovries about my health, then complications I will have if I get pregnant. The whole of last week was spent on getting tests done for both of us to look for remedial measures...There is some hope and we were happy to take the risk

This week started of eventfully with me getting a Job that I have always wanted...I thought one of my dreams have come true...But it seems that My Fate does not want me relaxing in any way...So IT(fate) decided to create issues...It started of with the Working Rights I currently hold on my Current Visa...and this scenario escalated to greater issues that I could not even have nightmares about...

After all the hardwork I underwent these 4 years to settle in Australia and sacrifices I have made to get my Permanent Residency here seemed of to be of no significance...Twice before on the same soil I was rejected to be given a PR...but I took up the fight as a brave warrior and worked hard in order to qualify...and I did qulaify and applied for PR...But it seems thats not enough for MY FATE...It wants me to undergo more and more stress... Last four days I was running around Pillar to Post like a Madwoman trying to sort these issues...and guess what Immigration Department suddenly decided to change rules and regulations right under our noses without informing the consequences....and worst of all they decide to change rules for only people like me who apply under a specific Subclass for High Skilled Migration(very less number of applications under this category)....Imagine my shock when I was told that I might have problems of getting my Residency Application cancelled...

I have seen Hell last 2 weeks and would not wish such a state to not even my enemies..and the result i got in taking that amount of stress and strain...LOST my Dream Job because of the complications and screwed up Work rights now set by Immigration Department...WOW...what better can happen to me....Why me Always...This is an ongoing thing in my life...I get things but never to stay with me...Happiness is always momemtary...Everytime I have to prove myself...Everytime...All my Life...What more can I do...Is 4 years of hardwork not enough...I am already sick...I have so many health complications because of the hard labour I have been doing....Studying fulltime, working and running a Family...

Right now I am devastated...and feel like I am almost dead...I will be back to normal...I hope..because God has certainly given me that strength and optimism to come out of any situation with a Straight Face...But right now...I am a little Lost...and depressed...and frustrated...

Wanted to come out with the frustration...hence the post...Not to potray my sad state of affairs....
Thanks for understanding....Amu